Have you experience of wishing something because you feel you lack of it? or How about aiming for something so that you can uplift your status in life?? Bottom line is "Dissatisfaction of Oneself".
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| It may not be my time today but I will make it tomorrow! |
It happens to me so many times and I don't regret it because it somehow develop my self-perseverance and resourcefulness. Sometimes I feel guilty to God because I feel that I am not happy of what he was given to me. Of course not, I am always happy and thankful for everything I have but only I can't help myself to dream for something higher especially if I think I can make it without stepping the right of others.
I always feel this when I see my friends, people I know, a situation or a movie or even tv program which showed and promotes their success on their profession or status of living. I can't help to feel envy and then ask myself....Why Peace??? Why??....Of course I felt bad and sad because the fact that I knew the reason but the sad truth is "I didn't do something" or "I am totally Lousy".....:( I think it is the weakness of human life and that is being "Dissatisfaction, Envy & Materialistic". Well, its not bad for me as long as you know how to handle it. It will become bad if you tried to push it without the consideration of other's feelings & God's Will.
I am happy to claim that I am "Good" in terms of that :)....Why? Because I always think my actions and words before I made a decision and of course dealing it for almost 25 years, well that seems so easy for me already. It will not be my time today but I am positive that there is a right time & place for me ☼☼☼. I am certified "DREAMER" which always inspired me to live fully on this earth. Those thirst of mine will be quench when the right time will be given to me.
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