Fear of Losing is really a great Phobia

This week is not really a good week. There are so many unexpected things happen and it is not easy to be calm and relax. When we heard family, our heart will really pound of excitement and happiness because we love them dearly. But what if you heard bad news that one of your love-one is sick or is in the hospital?? Will you freak out or break down??

Of course, it freaks me out of hell when I heard or received a text from my family about a sickness striked one of my family member. I feel panic on how she/he or is she feeling ok now. Is he/she taking the appropriate care and medicine. It always push  me to go home and file a leave from work but as I always end up of just monitoring over the phone as I also needs to work to support them financially. :-(