A Time to Give Up @ 07-12-11

I thought the famous line "No Retreat No Surrender" can be applied on me but I think everything has its beginning and end.

What a fast phase of time because its almost 7 years of infatuation without fading in spite of distance and no connection at all. I am really amazed of what I achieved but at the same time I feel ashamed of myself for such fooling and abusing myself. Well, it may not that much worst because I am not super hurt and I can admit that I have so much fun of it and I love the feeling of "kilig" even if I can be called a certified stalker. "hehehehe" :D I think it is not wrong to have a long time crush as long as you are happy of it as well as the people who loves you such as your friends and family.

But now, I come up to the point of realizing and taking risk of moving on and find a new lovelife which is in the state of reality!!! Not only in my state of Imagination & Dream! Can I?? Well, maybe yes with the help of my friends!! :D :D They are the one who really suffer for me because of me being a hard headed & hard hearted......."hehehe"

Now that my deadline is almost coming "07-12-11", I feel mixed emotions nervous, sad, happy, excited & pity. But I need to open my door for another opportunity of happiness or what it may, in order for me to grow. Goodbye to you my dear "CRUSH" and Gudluck to me and my future!!♥♥♥ :)